my inner turmoil

my inner turmoil
 
I do not understand what is happening now
that I know
I just want to be happy
my parents happy
soothe their old age
and make their lips to smile again
happiness that we had no time to hug a few moments ago
I hope will always be with us again
I do not want an abundant treasure
I will not want compliments like a princess
all I want is
see my parents happy again
which then let go
charges on both of my parents for what they do not do at the time
let alone would I keep to myself
because I believe
God never sleeps
God is not deaf
because God is aware of the things
God who will reward those who have hurt my parents
even though the pain was still in my heart
because it is still my little heart can not take all those allegations
but as time passes
I will learn sincere in all these trials
because this trial is a form of love of God in my family